MidnightAsh

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO……How’s life? Hm? Hm? HM!!!!!!! Sunday. WHy is it that I just feel like doing nothing on sunday. I have plenty of things I could be doing; papers, cleaning my room, running, reading for class..etc But instead I’m watching episodes of Ghost Whisperer. This is going to be a short post but..my brain is just not cooperating with me today.

  So Its been a while. Hello Tumblr. A lot has been going on lately and one of the biggest things is EAP. Yes, I am going to the UK and honestly it’s a bit daunting. There are so many things that you have to get done before hand and you start to worry that your are going to miss/forget something. Though in my experience I just take a deep breathe and have faith that everything will work out the way it should. I mean going to the other side of the world, new people, new places, new food! That would get anyone’s anxiety levels up. I mean I’ve been to airports since I was in the single digits, but that hasn’t stopped me from having flyers anxiety. Anyway, I’m both nervous and excited to go on this trip. As a self proclaimed foodie I’m eager to try new foods in the UK and the other countries I plan to travel to.

My plan is to document my trip on this blog. So that means late night posts and pictures of people I meet, foods I try and just plane old adventure. AND because it just so happens that I will be studying in the most expensive part of London, I need to come up with ways to raise money (something else to think about). So far my favorite fund raising idea is baking a bunch of goodies and selling them to friends and family…possibly. Who knows its still early in the game. WHATEVER ends up happening I’m just going to keep the faith and smile because its better than the alternative. So I am planning on keeping up with my Midnight Blah Blah Blahs and hopefully the few of you who read this will enjoy future posts of my trip.

~Peace and Milk Duds

whatshouldwecallme:

If it’s people my age:

If it’s an elderly couple:

“I like you but you’re not mine to like “

Funny how that sentence can relate to anyone at any time in their lives. Call it fate, call it bad timing or call it plain ol’ dumb luck. But it seems that many times we can’t have what we want. Whether it is a class, job, parking spot, or guy. People always want what they can’t have, they forget to see what they do. 

I’d rather have someone as a friend than risk losing them forever. Or losing sight of what I have because of a moment of greed. as that old saying goes “one in the hand is worth two in the bush” …..people spend so much time worrying. 

Enjoy living and stop fighting those inner doubts. Smile and laugh more, so you can be see things with in a different light. So you can like many things instead of getting hung up on just the one.

~peace and Jaw breakers 

Well I have come to the realization that I—-am a candy addict. Yes it’s true. I need my sugar. Coffee=no thanks, 5 hr energy = Naw, drugs= nien. CANDY that is what gets me through long hours of study time. Of course I also drink about a gallon of water along with all this candy (in order to kinda save my teeth). Like right now for instance, I need to finish part of a paper….candy would really help this along. But at the moment a reeses cup sounds perfect. siiigh, but alas I don’t have any…*tear*sniffle* Doing this cold turkey it is than…….CANNNNDDDYYYY.

P.s. and it probably doesn’t help that I am super tired because I realize that I sound insane right now

ANYWAYZ

~peace and Häagen-Dazs

There are some dreams where you wake up and think to yourself, “THAT was SOMETHING!” They make you think and feel, because they were so clear. It was like the people or things around you were almost real. And if that wasn’t enough the things that happen in these epic dreams can get really out there. They even seem to take forever and you are always left wondering what would happen if they were true, or you might be thanking everything that they aren’t. In your dreams you are free to be whatever. In my case some of my epic dreams are of me being a total bad ass kicking zombie butt! *cough* YA ME! *cough* Those are just some of my more action packed dreams.

So I had a pretty epic dream last night, so it got me into looking up dreams and some of the explanations that people have for certain dreams. Here are just a few of the things I found:

Falling teeth (one of the most common)~anxiety of not looking right, fear of making a fool of yourself, having problems expressing yourself..etc

Naked(you find yourself in your Birthday suit in public)~ you feel vulnerable or you’re trying to hide something and think people can see right through you

Being pregnant(HA! this explanation was lame)~can represent the beginnings of a new idea or project or that you want to be preggers 

Falling~ Insecurities, anxieties, instability; you’re just plan having a break down

Attacked by Zombies(just because they had it on there)~you are feeling overwhelmed by outside sources that are out of your control

This website is, if nothing else, funny so if you wanna decode your dreams here http://www.dreammoods.com/ 

On a side note:sometimes dreams are just dream K people.  ^_^

Since scientists are still researching dreams and don’t really know what they are, I say they are an interesting way to get away from sometimes a boring day.

~Peace and Oreos

                                    (I want that ^_^)

        You know that feeling you get after you just finish a big project? The feeling of empty accomplishment…you’re done with what you had to do, but because you have so many other things to do you feel like you don’t want to do anything. Well I have that and it’s not good. And neither was the 2hr nap i took either…ugh!

   It’s the last few weeks of the quarter and I’m trudging through it with all the energy that I can come up with. Which isn’t much at this point. And all the coffee in the world isn’t going to keep me up Oh joy. Good luck to people.

~Peace and hot chocolate